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Bitter Sweet thoughts of life in general

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Name: domestic house-bitch
Location: From Sing-a-pore lah, currently in mew-boon, Australia

Bitter Girl is following her fish. Bitter Girl loves life made up of wonderful yummy food, plenty of orgasms, sunning by the deck, shopping and speeding though life's net as a daydreamer, a domestic house bitch, a blythe lover, a closet singer, an amateur fisherwoman, a design junkie/slave to graphics and very loving cat mistress

Monday, February 13, 2006

a short drive and fishing in mornington peninsula

yesterday was one of those last few nice summer day weather before the cold sets in, so we went out to sea to fish off the coast in dromana in the mornington peninsula. rented 2 boats as there were 8 of us fish hungry people.

the weather was great. our boat had a varied assortment of fish speciments, flathead, garfish and even an octopus (which was very delicious with sambal sauce), and the other boat had pinkies (baby snapper).

dinner was bbq fish! yummy indeed.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

before there were blogs, there was a little black book

Friday, August 19, 2005

perfect bronzer for summer

From my past tanning adventures (note: i call it adventures as its never a smooth easy journey to achieve the perfect tan) which left me looking like a orange streaky tan-goddess wannabe, i'm a bit skeptical about the bronze look right now.
Anyways, to cut the long story short, i found 'The bronzer' yesterday at chadstone's Elizabeth Arden counter. Zoe, a half irish/half malaysian indian babe convinced me to have a mini makeover with the new range of bronzing products. I was so pleased with the results that i had to purchase these... *i should'nt have but i could not resist.

the texture and packaging is amazing!



4 little quads of perfect eyeshadow colours for spring season.*images taken from macys.com*



The results are amazing. I'm sickeningly fair all my life, and I've tried tons of bronzers and products that simply look 'fake' on my skin. Zoe's amazing too. I could never tell she has asian blood in her. i can't believe her dad has carrot red hair. well, she has her mom's large indian eyes and dad's fair complexion. Her love for hot and spicy foods is part and parcel of training with her indian nana (grandma) since young, and her indonesian chinese housemate has also reinforce the spicy food palette with trips to richmond's thai eating places. If i see her again, I'll definately have to introduce her to 'Indosari', my fav. cheap eats indonesian cafe in Caufield.

still in the make-up mood, and
In case i forget any of these, i'm copying and pasting it here for reference. **text taken from: http://cleo.ninemsn.com.au/cleo/beauty/tips/eyes1.asp

DIY eyebrows
Want to shape your eyebrows yourself? Try this technique: Take a make-up brush or pen and hold it diagonally from the end of your nose (covering the nostril) and line it up with your iris. The end of the brush should touch the centre of your mouth. This is where your arch should start.

Eyebrows
Once you’ve had a professional shape, it will be easier to pluck stray hairs as they grow back. Check your brows closely every few days so it won’t be such a scary task. Never shape from the top of the brow- just tidy above.

Perfect Eyes
When applying eye makeup be sure to follow the following steps:
- Determine your objective (what colour, shape and intensity do you wish to achieve)
- Prepare the brows (shape and colour)
- Apply eye liner. Application is made easier by holding the outer corner fo the eye with the 3rd finger, without pulling creating a smooth surface.
- Apply eye shadow. Begin with a base shade, then contour along the crease of the eye with darker shades to create more dimension to your eyes.
- Apply mascara - apply only one coat for the lower eye lashes and at least one for the upper lashes.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

the day i met Su

yesterday was a different day. i am typing this now, in the wee hours of the morning, before the sun rises. I can't sleep. I woke up thinking of the twin crystal i left lying by the window in the living room. i felt a very strong urge to pick it up. never had i felt it with any of my other crystal. and then, i thought of her. our chance encounter at my local crystal shop.

I remembered her warm palms. her eyes. The first time i heard her spoke was about mary magdalene. I didn't pay much attention, as I was busy rummagging through tons of tumble stones... not too concern about the two ladies by the jewellery shelf. when i turned around she was walking to the other side of the shop. i stopped in my tracks to comment about the piece of pendant she was wearing. it was light blue, with white, and i told her it was too tiny for her.

Then i went about doing my own things,looking for more crystals. Later on she showed me her mary magdalene pendant. We chatted a little, and later she mentioned wanting to look at the crystal display by the window. i jokingly said i will be watching her, trying to find out which crystals she had been eyeing on. She said she'll try not to let me know.

Later on, after i picked my twin crystal and the citrine tumblestone, i asked the proprietess of the shop if i could place them in the amethyst geode for a while, Su said "ohh look she's giving her crystals a little clensing."

As i was about to leave the shop after purchasing my stuff, i was caught by surprise when she said 'bye' to me. i turned around and said something like " i'll see you soon". and she said something about mary magdalene. i don't know why i close the shop door, and started talking to her about how i studied in a convent for years, and mary magdalene was one we prayed to. One thing lead to another and i don't know why i was doing what i would do next, having a conversation with a lady i met in a new age shop. I'm not superstitious, and definately not a new age practioner of sorts. i just like crystals. Su's presence made me drawn to her, and having a conversation about my past school life with a stranger i just met, is usually not my kind of thing
Su beckoned me to come closer as we were having the conversation about mary magdalene, and she placed her right palm on my back, while holding onto my right palm. she could probably feel the unease in me as i'm normally quite shy around people and she told me to relax, look at the crystal displays. I could feel a very strong pulse passing thought me through her palms. the heat, is pretty intense as i had never felt something like that before. She asked if i could feel it though to my feet. i have totally no idea what she was talking about. I was skeptical, in disbelief and wondering what i was doing at that point in time. she told me to repeat something after her, but i forgot what it was at this point in time.

Su has very kind eyes. differnt eyes. her kind and calming presense made me feel comfortable right there, just chatting with her i felt a sense of peace, which is strange for me as i seldom 'click' with people i just met.
she offered to give me hugs, on two occasions while we were chatting. may be to break the ice, or just to make me feel more at ease. i don't know why. i asked her if she worship mary magdalene. she said yes, and she's not a christian or in any religion, but she believes in all of them, and others as well, like kuan yin, mohammed the prophet, and this indian preacher, satya sai baba ( she showed me the name on an incense box). She gave the example of 7 blind folded men, and asking them to feel, touch and describe an elephant. her response was that all the men would descibe pasts of the elephant, be it the legs, trunk or skin, but no matter what they described, it will still be an elephant wouldn't it. and its like all religions. no matter what religion you are, its univesal in a sense that as long as you are a good person, does it really matter?


I walked out of the shop after bidding her farewell. later i told penguin about su in the car on the way to dinner. he then said, from how i describe her, he would like to meet her. he also thought she could be psychic.

later on after dinner and shopping, i came back home. search google about the soul mate crystal i just got, and i got into the shop's website, just out of curiosity, went into the shop's online 'personal development centre'. and then i looked though the list of people in that list.i wasn't sure if it was su, but i recognise those eyes. she looked much younger in the photograph.
and then i saw the description of her,

"She has an innate ability to read the bodies blue print, mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually.
Suzanne's purpose is to assist others to reconnect with their souls intelligence, reawakening their soulful self."

-Fertility intuitive
-Psychic
-Energetic Body Scanner
-Empowering your soul

So, that's her, my first experience of meeting a soul reader. the strangest thing that's pondering me right now is why does she want to get to know me? is it to feel my aura. not knowing what she knows about me is scary.

*edit to add, sorry about my grammer, am rushing to put this all down before i start a new day. and for the 1st time, i felt a crystal's vibrations. strange morning huh...*

Thursday, August 11, 2005

busy week... busy month ahead.

woah, frost bites frost bites!
Had been working sort of non-stop since last weekend's ski trip to Falls Creek.
photos coming up soon.
Too-dee-loo, thanks guys n gals, who had drop me emails/pm-s/msn' notes/ comments lately *you know who you are ***

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

becoming a little more auzzie

I got it! one step closer to calling australia home? *pui*
time to inplement the 5year plan before the pr expires?
get married, have kids, apply for house, own a boat, win tatts lotto, get a dog, work. (not in any order)
eeekkk.... its a scary thought. why do i think of that?
Mabbe its because another of my friend's going to ROM in Nov.
So far its the 3rd ROM this year, and I will be missing it coz I doubt I'll be back. sigh.
everyone's getting hitched, applying for flat or working hard.
except me and sharon. i guess we are still in denial, and happily leading the tai-tai lifestyle, surprisingly both of us are aquarius? coincidence?

i'm coming back to sg. soon. yeah!
Am scared. Too many unanswered questions. 2 years is a long time.
I can't wait for my relatives to start grilling me about what I had been doing, i can't wait to see all my friends, I can't wait to taste the food, and feel the humidity on my skin.

on the other side of things, Lots to do today...
1) laundry
2) finish up 2 layouts for website
3) meet ed & marisa to present layouts
4) pick penguin up from work
5) buy food & groceries for ski trip
6) pack luggage

and... its 2days till mr penguin's birthday.
We'll be partying up in the ski slopes on friday! can't wait.
but... I've got a problem. I haven't bought him a present yet!!! sheesh!
No idea what to get for him. really. checked bank balances today. looking good coz mommy just sent moolah yesterday!
he doesn't want an ipod. i've asked. holiday trip? nah... he's not interested. that boy has skiing on his mind all week... so no amount of enticing will work, even if i offer to run down apollo bay nude! i think i'll buy him air!

I feel good about today. First thing i read today was how god communicates to his children. it brought tears to my eyes.
It's going to be a wonderful day.

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Kitten!


Sleepy Sleepy kitty



Tabitha is her name


My cousin's place has a new resident pet kitty.
Tabitha is a grey tabby kitty with a white under belly and legs.
I do hope they keep her. She's sweet and very intelligent.
Most female cats are pretty fierce as compared to male ones,
but she's pretty friendly, and likes to be carried.
She nap, leaning her body weigh beside me.
She starts to purr. I woke her up and she started playing with the string on my camera.
I guess I'll be visiting my cousin's latest feline friend pretty often now...